Feeling Love, We all feel Love Differently, You’ll see.
We all feel Love differently that’s for sure. As we awaken we are hearing a lot about Love and how we should be Love. No need to get all philosophical about Love. But you can. Well it’s all well and good to study Love, however how does one know Love. Because believing one Loves and knowing one Loves are two different feelings at least for me. This is the why I decided to write this post, Feeling Love. In an attempt to show the difference.
I have study Love reading all kinds of books about love and the only book I found that comes close to the way I discovered Love’s feeling is the “LOVE” book by Leo Buscaglia. In Feeling Love he did a wonderful work in describing Love. Even this book as good as it is. Is just a description of Love. If one wants to know Love one has to feel Love without words. That’s Feeling Love. You’ll soon SEE.
A Love of mine and I were emailing back and forth talking about Spirit and of course the subject of Love came up. I mention to her that her description of Love and my description are most likely completely different. And the only way I know Love was to feel the feeling of Love. I wouldn’t wish that on anybody. So She asked, How do I SEE Love?
So I told her a true story about the first time I felt Love. At least what I consider Now to be true Love. And this Love I consider to True Love because to this day, I never want the Feeling of Love in this way again. I know this sounds strange, well like I said, my description of Love and yours maybe completely different. So I will share my experience with Feeling Love so you can decide if that statement is true for you as well. If nothing else, it’s a different point of view about Feeling Love. This is the sharing of the email Feeling Love.
Well since you asked about Love. For me, Love is a thought the way it’s described in everything I have read. So for a long time now, I have questioned the meaning of Love. When people say I Love You, I often wonder what they mean because my description of Love and theirs, I Am sure is vastly different. So I will tell you a true story to describe how I feel Love.
One day I was sitting in my chair reading a book about Love. (It was the book I mentioned above as a matter of fact.) I needed some wood for the fire so I walked outside barefoot to the wood pile and grabbed an arm full of wood and was walking back inside over the threshold of the sliding Glass door when the phone ring. At that moment a quarter round piece of wood fell and slammed my big toe between the piece of wood and the slider threshold.
I have never in my life felt such pain. Must be something close to child-birth. I mean I was breathless, I saw all the colors of the rainbow and stars to boot. I still had some wood in my arm and the phone was still ring. So through the pain I walked over and drop the wood next to the fire-place. I really don’t remember doing this but the wood was there later. The phone was still ringing or maybe it was my ears ringing from the pain, but I walked over and answered the phone.
And managed to squeeze out a hello. I was breathless I couldn’t talk. My head was spinning, my ears were ringing. I was seeing all those colors and stars, and I couldn’t think at all. Sounds like Love doesn’t it? I heard the voice on the other end of the line say what’s wrong. It was the love of my life calling from work. I couldn’t speak. She kept asking, what’s wrong, all I could get out was a moan. This must have went on for ten minutes. I don’t know I lost track of time. Finally through the throbbing of my big toe and after ten minutes of rolling around on the floor holding my foot. I managed to tell my wife at the time, what had happened. Her response was Oh, I thought somebody die.
I thought, Bitch, I did die, and was trying to come back from the dead when you called. Thanks for your Love and understanding. I left the phone on the floor because I was still holding my foot, but at least I could breath. And the colors and the stars were fading fast so I knew I would make it. And she says she loves me. Oh, I Am Feeling Love.
Anyway, you are probable wondering what this all has to do with LOVE. So I will get to the point and how I describe Feeling Love. When this happened my mind was blank. All I could feel was the pain of my big toe throbbing. Slowly the throbbing let up enough that my thoughts started to return. That’s when I discovered the meaning of Love. At least for me. Feeling Love.
You See, during the incredible pain, all I could feel was nothing but the pain. As the pain retreated I realized, The first feeling I had was LOVE. I know it was LOVE, True Love. It was the most wonderful feeling I have ever had. Much better than any orgasm I have ever had during that act of making Love. Yea, right! Sex is just Masturbation with a friend.
Here’s why I know Feeling Love. And it’s a simple Truth. Because I really, really, really, REALLY LOVED it when the pain Stopped. True Story!!!!!!!
To this day when someone says I Love You, my mind goes back to that moment and I have to work through the pain until it stops. Feeling Love! So my description of love and yours is mostly likely vastly different. What you believe to be love is a though that creates a feeling of Love. According to the description of what you understand about love. How long can one think that thought? Not to say you don’t love! You asked, so I Am telling you my experience of Feeling Love. You are free to feel love however you want too. But my feeling of Love is that feeling, I had when the pain stopped. That is the moment of LOVE for me. Thus Love is a feeling of Painlessness.
What some feel as LOVE as that powerful vibration is the Intent of Creation. For me, GOD is that INTENT. Well love is just a feeling/thought. Big deal so is pain. For me they are both equal and one in the same. So when someone says I LOVE YOU I feel the pain. For me Love and Pain are just opposite ends of the same magnet. One end attracts the other repels maybe True Love is some where in the middle.
It’s been Sung, Love Hurts, And they weren’t kidding. I know, every time I hear, I Love You my mind say Ouch! These people who through around, I Love Yous, all day have no idea the pain that causes in me. That’s OK, I understand. One day they will too!
Be careful what you wish for. I have learned that lesson, to be careful what I wish for because the Universe manifests my wishes. I wanted to know Love. Yes, I learned about Feeling Love. And to this day I have never forgot that feeling.
GOD works in mysterious ways! Every time I look at that toe nail. I have that feeling of Love. I can SEE the proof of my knowing. Now that toe nail doesn’t look anything like the other. It’s all thick and misshapen. And how Lovely is that? Maybe it’s a different kind of Love. The good thing is Feeling Love. I Know Feeling Love is a feeling of Painlessness!
Feeling Love in this way again. Not for me, Thank You very much!